Anonymous said: I want someone to want to inflict pain on me. Someone who got off on my tears and my screams and my suffering. To the point where I fantasize about myself curled up on the floor in pain alone. I've never been abused and I was brought up in a loving home, so sometimes I wonder why I have these fantasies and I'm usually very accepting of myself, but this makes me uncertain sometimes.
you certainly aren’t alone in your desire for such a fantasy. There are many a masochist that share such a vision, I assure you. I had similar fantasies when I was subbing back in the day.
As long as you remember that it’s a fantasy, a role that you are playing, and your partner is there when it’s all over, soothing the marks on your skin, helping you into a warm bath…
Well, scream your heart out little masochist.