Her submission to me was voluntary, and she had a safeword that could have been used to stop the scene at any time. In short, she enjoyed herself … as did I. I hope this serves as an example of what BDSM can be; i.e. it’s not a form of domestic violence, nor is it an anti-feminist glorification of subjugation. In short, she thoroughly enjoyed herself, as did I.
Before I began filming, I secured her collar to a leash attached to the door and instructed her to face the wall with her palms flat against it as I prepared the scene in the room. She did so obediently, although at one point she was fidgeting a bit more than I cared for; all it took was one little whisper in her ear to keep her still. Waiting there in silence made her very aroused, as detailed in this blog post, and can be seen in the opening frames of the film wherein I am entertaining myself with the juices dripping out of her.
When I was ready for her, I undid the leash from her collar and led her into the room. I bound her legs to the table with rope, and gagged her (later removed because I enjoyed hearing her more clearly). I positioned her so that she was facing the mirror, and instructed her that she was to keep her arms outstretched with palms flat on the table, and to look directly at the mirror into her own eyes at all times. She knows that she is not allowed to have an orgasm without my permission, which makes the final few minutes of the video particularly powerful to watch. I wanted her to feel what it’s like for a man trying to hold back an orgasm during sex.
She was gasping and balling as I untied her. I’ve never been so proud to have made a woman cry. She wept, while enveloped in the embrace of my arms, for a long while afterward. Tears of joy after having basked in the liberation of submission.
This is an edited version of the original video, cropped to dis-include my face in the interest of maintaining a modicum of privacy. I’d prefer to avoid the discussion that would ensue should my mum and dad happen to stumble upon this footage. Unfortunately, this also had the side effect of removing some of the more sensual elements of the film, wherein I kissed her bum tenderly between spankings, and occasionally whispered delicate inquiries about her level of comfort.
Still, I think it makes for some decent amateur footage, and I am proud to offer it as my submission to the online community of kinksters — even though “submission” is not generally my role (Dom humor).
I hope you enjoy watching it as much as I enjoyed making it, although that is doubtful.
28 October, 2013